Holding on to that little ember of hope in my heart. That this is just a phase. Guide me, Lord.
And everywhere you go, you die. Everywhere you look, you die. And there’s nothing to do but to cry quietly. Downstairs. Where they can’t see you, or hear you. While they’re asleep. And you pray hard, you pray with all the strength that remains. That everything’s nothing but a bad dream. That when you wake up, someone’s there. To make all the bad things go away. To make the pain stop. To say that they’re always with you, they’re with you. They’ll never leave you. Cause they love you. And they can’t live without you too. And together you will strive to make everyday a little better. To make tomorrow a happier place. Together.
Please make the pain stop..please make it stop. Anything. Just make it stop.
This was taken on the day that turned things 180 degrees for me. The day I realized that writing in my lifeless book of secrets will not make the feelings I have for this awesome awesome person go away. The day I prayed for something magical to happen soon.
It’s has been almost 3 years of sunshine hugs, candy kisses, awkward humor and happy music. But sometimes, between our tickle fights and YouTube YipYip sessions, I still catch myself looking at you and thanking God that He decided to make you my person in this and every lifetime I would get to have. And through all my ‘What If’ questions in life, I know that you will be that one constant. The one thing I knew I did right.
I love you, my owl-turtle-penguin-martian hybrid! Foreve~
OMG THIS. A MILLION TIMES. :((((((
Just finished reading Allegiant. So many Divergent feels. Not sure how to move on. Oh my Uriah. :(
Then I realized that the books I read taught me more about life than I could have experienced.